It only sucks because now I can't spy on you.

Last weekend Shaun, Kim and I all went down to Kissimmee and stayed at a condo to goof off and have some fun.  We went bike riding, watched a lot of movies and ate popcorn, visited Old Town, checked out the local mall where Shaun and I bought some awesome panda stuff for our bedroom, and in general just had an awesome time.  For me it was a nice 3-day weekend.  It was also our last "binge" weekend, for now we are back on the induction phase of Atkins.  And good thing, too, because after last weekend I went back above 200!!!  ;_;  BUT, I did really really well this week and I've lost 4.6 pounds.  I resisted temptation and didn't eat anything that would compromise my weight loss.  I've also been more dedicated to working out, so I'm sure that helped too.

Sometimes I get a bit too focused on the numbers, which is why I weigh myself every morning.  I'm just so excited and I really want to see results right away because I'm impatient!  But just in case that goes awry for some reason (mostly because I've been building muscle), I've also started taking weekly measurements of myself (chest, waist, hips, thighs and upper arms) to get a better feel for my weight loss.  Those numbers are not looking so great right now, but I know that that will change as time goes by.  I've got 3 months to be down to 180lbs.  I'll be super-excited if I can reach that goal early, though, so I'm working hard.  Hopefully sticking to things "by the book" will accomplish that! <3

... I wrote this HUGE entry, it was way bigger than the 4000 character limit I have on my entries, and it all just got deleted.  Hooray for my smartness in copying and pasting the text into a notepad document.  *mwahahaha*  The post is saved!  Do read on:

Well hello there!  The experiment with updating the blog from my Blackberry worked, obviously, however my follow-through with that is a bit lacking (as usual, I know).  If you're tired of hearing the same old excuses let me say: so am I! It's been brought to my attention that I should update more... on Facebook, on here... to keep people up-to-date on things.  Perhaps I will do like my friend and post my blog entries as notes on Facebook... that might work.  We'll see.


So let's see... not a whole lot has changed (there I go saying the same things again!).  I lost all that weight and put the stupid weight back on again AAAAARRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHH.  If it were easier to lose it I wouldn't be having this issue, but I have issues with my willpower when it comes to party days at work and my boss's random sweets that she brings in (hot brownies fresh from the oven are FANTASTIC on a Friday morning!!!!).  My cubicle isn't right in front of where we keep the food anymore, so that helps, except for when I need to walk by it and it just looks so good and what if I just have one bite........ and then I'm gone.  I'm very proud of myself though because on Thursday my boss brought in this delicious pineapple coconut cake and I only had one piece.  I drank a lot of water to keep down the effects of the sugar/carbs on my system (cause it makes my head feel funny if I have too much), and I worked out that evening when I got home.  The next day I still had managed to lose 0.7 pounds - hoorah!  I can eat sweets and not go crazy and eat 20 pieces and still lose weight!  I just have to have that strong willpower to resist it.... *le sigh* Oh, and not do that every day either. ho hum.


Oh hey I forgot that we got a cat! <3 His name is Casper and he is a white/ginger colored cat. According to a friend who works at the animal shelter and an old couple who used to breed cats for show, Casper has some siamese in him based on the shape of his face and the fact that he talks a lot.  It also might explain why he has such a sweet temperment.  He doesn't bite or claw.... the worst he's done is hiss at us but that was because he was feeling cornered.  He was neutered when we got him, and he is very friendly.  He wandered into the library and we adopted him, initially just until the owner(s) claimed him, but since that never happened he has become part of our family.  I have pictures posted on Facebook... I may add some here at some point.


It's just ocurred to me that I talk about my weight a lot.  I feel slightly annoyed with myself by this.  I guess it's because I've always been annoyed with those people at work who go on and on and ON about Weight Watcher's points during the lunch hour.  GAH they annoy me.  No one cares how many points you had for dinner last night or how many points your salad today is or how many points blah blah yak yak.  Or maybe the problem is that I don't really like the person who is saying all of that stuff... so it's not that I am annoyed with the subject but rather that I'm annoyed with hearing her talk.  If you're annoyed by me, at least you can stop reading.  In the break room, I can't just stop listening.

(more in the next entry)

I recently (last night at 11:40pm to be exact) finished reading a really great book I picked up at Books-A-Million for $3.50.  It's called The Sleeping Beauty Proposal.  It was in the clearance bin and sounded interesting so I bought it.  It was hilarious... I loved all of it except that the end felt rushed.  The book had a lot of mystery to it, in the sense that you were just as confused as the main character about what might happen next and about the truth of what happened in the first place.  I will definitely be checking out another of the author's books, The Cinderella Pact, and I am hopefull that it will be just as enjoyable.


Well, I am typing this at a friend's house on her partially broken lap top and all of a sudden everyone is looking at me and I"m like "uh, hi!" and of course I laugh nervously.  I was so engrossed in typing this that I have no idea what was said about me.  Apparently Shaun made a comment about my mad typing speed and everyone looked over to watch me intently typing.  Hooray for my fast fingers - it's part of how I landed my current job!  The other part is my awesome smiling personality and the fact that I took the time to research something that was brought up in my first interview so that I could tell them the answer in my second interview.  They fell in love with me then, so I've been told, and I also hear they wish they could clone me. That makes me smile.

Well I was going to have to stop but since I've gone and created a second entry and I have a little more than 2000 characters left, let's just keep going!

I think this year will be great.  I have high hopes at least.  I mean, sure we're on one-per-payperiod mandatory furlough days until at least September, but if the new budget propsal passes those will be able to stop.  It sucks that I had my review last week and they love me and I'm doing great but I can't get a raise.  But there are worse things, like not having a job at all, so of course I am grateful that I have an employer who truly cares for his employees.  They do everything they can to keep our health insurance costs down and to keep as many of us employed as they can. 

I turn 30 this year.  Yeah.  30.  I'm actually pretty excited about this.  It feels like reaching a monumental milestone, or a high-point in a career.  I didn't really care when I turned 21 because I don't much care for alcohol, but for some reason to be turning 30 is something I'm looking forward to.  Maybe I'm hoping that I will be taken more seriously by my family once I hit 30.   But I hightly doubt that... I am and always will be helpless little baby of the family.  Yay.

Oh but I hate to end an entry on a sour note!  Kim and Declan are singing the ABC song in the kitchen and it's adorable, and the others are in the living room rolling many dice and killing things viciously.  It's an entertaining sight, and for once I don't feel alone amidst the chaos.  I can smile in it and be glad.

Had an awesome time yesterday... went over to Zack's house and had a 4th of July celebration of sorts.  Had tons of food - Shaun and I supplied 12 steaks, a chocolate pie and a peanut butter pie, plus there were cookies, 2 cakes, hamburgers, hot dogs, potato salad, baked beans etc etc.  Basically we had it all.  Then, of course, we got to witness the awesome fireworks display; money definitely well-spent.  There were some really great moments where we were shooting off fireworks high into the sky while at the same time one of the neighbors across the lake shot off one that was lower to the ground so it reflected off of the water.  It was very pretty.  We had some really great fireworks that were amazing - it was a lot of fun!  Hope everyone else had a great time on the 4th as well!!  TTFN...